Insufferable realization in one's bones

I feel like the world around me is caving in. I try to make things right, and it turns out to be nonsense. I am tired of this never-ending battle with you. I want to escape. How could one possibly unlove and forget at the same time?

Needing some space to breathe

Have you thought about just running away? Leaving the world for a few moments to collect all your feelings together in a jar, to take one or two or three steps back from life and see it from another perspective, have you? Have you ever thought about how life is in other people’s shoes, and how your own life looks from those shoes? It’s funny how life can seem like a dream when you're young. Do you understand what I’m saying? 

You must be.